Lots to update on, so I will condense everything.
That nice guy, still nice but we were camping, he got drunk and was being super annoying. I think that i am looking for an excuse not to like him though because I'm doing what I do best and losing interest, and in record time. 2 weeks...whoo hoo?

Moving on, had a great time with friends in town and saw the movie EAT PRAY LOVE.
Really good, a little too long but still good. The ending is obvious but the characters are funny and some are relate able.

Now, a little insiht into my brain okay? When I lose interest in a guy who I was sort of involved with but wasnt officially dating, i have no feelings of regret if I move onto someone else. I feel nothing for my actions. Some of you are like...you sound like a bitch, however I feel that life is too short to spare someones feelings. you have only you in this life and you have to do what you feel is right.

For example, if my parents pushed me to be a doctor and I wanted to be a dancer or janitor (I dont want to be any of these things) then I would be what I want to be and they would get over it.

Next subject...

Dont you love it when hot, older boys flirt with you on facebook. It always makes me feel special. This one guy and I are actually having a really good convo right now. There is a three year difference, but fuck it, who cares?

And lastly, how should I officially break off this fling with the nice guy, he said some things when he was drunk that pissed me off and I have way to much self respect for this shit, so while I have moved on, I like to officially end things so he doesnt think its just me PMSing.

Yes...I PMS. Deal. With. It.



XOXO,

Your whatever I said I was in the first post :)

Good Guy Finally.

Wow, okay so lots to tell. First, computer CRASHED and that sucked balls, but its okay now so i can stop stressing. however all of my files are gone, thanks!


Second, I went camping this weekend to an undisclosed location and it was AWESOME! its pretty much a field where all the same people go, parents, little kids and the teenagers...and the twenty some year olds who still think they're teenagers. 
So we were camping and sitting around and then on Saturday night (which is now going down in history as the best day ever!)  the party started. Okay, so the adults were all by the fire and the teens and 20ish people were all hanging around the field, talking and drinking and going through the garbage people had in their cars (I got a stuffed duck out of it) So by 11 o'clock I had had a cooler and a half, and some sips of other (trusted) peoples drinks (So i know they weren't spiked or anything) now im a pretty big light weight, so I was already tipsy, but that kind where you can still remember everything and control yourself, you just find everything HILARIOUS!
This is where the flirting starts. Me and this guy.... uh we can call him ACTUAL NICE GUY, or ANG for short. 


So, me and ANG were talking (my parents were trying to hook us up cuz he's responsible and has a job even though hes a few years older.) so talking and flirting and looking at each other and thats as far as it went at that time.


Then I had a MIKES LEMONADE and a WOODY breezer and i was actually not that tipsy, (I think I'm getting good at this light drinking) and it got later and  beer pong was played (I just watched) and everything like that happened. So by this point I have had drunk guys hitting on me and swearing at me and my parents have gone to bed. So me, and ANG and my friend who came camping with us all went to the park at the camp site. There is a sort of clubhouse thing in the park so we climbed that and I was shivering so I laid with ANG. 


Now here is what I need all guys to do when lying with a girl. I started rubbing his back, and this is usually when guys start touching your ass right? Well not him, he kept in the back area. not upper nor lower then the back. it was incredible to me, I was sitting there tipsy and I couldn't believe it. 


We then ended the night at 2 o'clock with a 20 second hug.


Wow. This could be good. 


XOXO
Your amazing blogger :P

That Desparate?

So since my last post I went camping with my cousin. I had one goal while I was there, find a hot guy and kiss him, well making out would have been better but I was intent on gettin some. haha.

So on the first day there this guy comes up to me and my cousin (my age, also female) with his cute friend and says, hey my friend thinks you guys are hot.

I say, awe thanks, but by this time the friend who was my first potential was leaving all embarrassed. I was PISSED.

So the current state of things is SUCKY

Then I see this how guy and I look and smile and wave and nope, he smiles and flirts but doesnt make a move.

Then this 13 year old boy was like hey where you  guys from, we told them and left and he asked for our facebook we gave it and left then he played football infront of our camp ground and followed us to the beach. He was our mini stalker. It was like dude, either kiss me or leave...yes I was desparate

Dick Move #1

Well have I got a whopper for you all tonight.

So, i have been between guys for the past few months, recently adding in a few more and losing a few. So this morning my current triangle was my ex...lets call him Ryan and this new guy who I know from a friend (lets call him hottie...at least until he fucks that up as all guys will)

So I still had some very little feelings for my ex, its really just me looking for someone to cuddle with and kiss, since I have been out of the dating ring for a while.

So lucky for me one of my friends lives near him. I was planning on going to my friends tomorrow (Wednesday) to hang with her and makeout with him.

(Me and Ryan had been flirting back and forth for weeks and both agreed we should hook up, meaning makeout in this particular situation.)

So, this morning after not hearing from my friend or him for a few days I texted him asking if i was still coming (he and my friend talk all the time so I thought he might know)

He texted me back saying.

I dont know if you should, sorry.

I said,

How come :)

He said

Cuz I kinda like another girl alot, Im sorry :(

I said.

Ok

Now question for all the ladies out there. Why should we as a powerful gender still feel burned by this kind of rejection when we only have minimal feelings and attraction for another person. Its not fair that I felt hurt for all of ten minutes. Its not fair that someone who previously had one of his friends break up with me gets to hurt me again for even ten minutes.

On a happy note, i will share that I have never shed one tear over this buttface.

Why do we take guys back when they treat us like dirt? Why do we only remember the good times until they push us too far? Why does it take so long to realize, OMG asshole alert.
I would really like to know.

So, in the end I was mature, I told one trusted friend and my cousin, who is one of my best friends. So at least I didnt air this dick move on facebook, now I can feel like the bigger person... right?

XOXO

Rory.

Boy Issue #1

Okay, so a couple of days ago this guy, lets call him Horn Dog, and I were talking on facebook.
Now, what you need to know before you hear the actual story is that over the past few months my hair grew, my boobs grew and I grew and am now fitting into my body. So whoo for me. I now look at least 18 when I am a couple years younger.

So, now that we are all caught up on my cinderella moment lets continue shall we.
We had never talked before, but he is a grade ahead of me and really cute in that jock way. So I tried this new way of getting cute guys attention...I liked his status! Very bold, :P  but it worked!!!

He started a convo, first thing he said was, your cute! I was of course flattered that this hottie thought I was cute! So I told him I thought he wasnt too bad himself. And this is where he becomes...a horn dog.
Next sentence is, awesome, wanna hook up sometime?
Now, being a teenage girl, with horomones I asked him what hooking up ment to him, if it was just making out,sure why not...Of course...it wasnt. :(

So he explained fairly detailed that he was looking for everything, and wanting everything and he also made it clear he did this thing alot.

Now, Im not a whore, but Im also not a bitch, so I simply said, no thanks and signed off.

Its a shame too. he was a hunk!

Intro To The Drama

So, this is my new blog. It will pretty much contain anything I find fitting to add. Boy drama, friend drama, however in the matter of privacy my friends and boys names will remain private. I will always use a filler name.
As for me, you can call me your hero, for speaking up against all the shit that happens at this age.
Or, ya know, just Rory. One of my many nicknames.
I can assure you all of these stories will be real, nothing fabricated because believe me, that pisses me off as much as it does you.
(Imagine my surprise finding out the hills was *GASP* fake.)
With Love (WL)
Rory, your hero